urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ezrfuck hanananah hanananah 2007-01-02T04:32:18Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ezrfuck:831 2007-01-02T04:32:18Z 2007-01-02T04:32:18Z why does so much feel so fake? <br /> i feel sick to my fucking stomach most of the time like someone i care about is always mad at me. i feel guilty and all the time i just want a fuckign hug i need to start talking to more people because i always feel alone except for when i'm with a few people.i'm seriously on the verge of tears.<br />FUCK<br />i wanna scream<br /><br /><br />i wanna scream at the top of my lungs i want my life back i don't understand what the fuck is going on. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ezrfuck:582 2006-12-14T04:03:45Z 2006-12-14T04:03:45Z tiny dancer so basically. two people are fighting. and they have both always been there for me.<br />what to do what to do...i guess just keep it neutral and not talk shit about either.<br /><br />on a lighter note. <br />i'm happy latley. people have noticed. it's spectacular.<br />it makes me wanna dance in public. or be naked. [both?]<br />love is grand. i hope this is for real. <br />i have a feeling it is.<br />and it's not often i think i'm in love.<br />twice now.<br /><br /><br />livejournal..dayummm.<br />wonder if this will turn into another myspace for me?<br />&lt;3